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Socrates - Albino dumbo rex rat
Tristan - Black/gray & white fancy rat
Morgaln - Double rex rat
This whole sprained ankle thing is getting out of hand. I can’t do anything, literally. I’m becoming so depressed over something so stupid.
I have a list of things I want to do before the year ends, two of them need prior physical training….well for myself at least. I’ve become so out of shape, I started back on the bike and running again, I was having a blast doing it too, even if I was alone. But, this stupid ankle won’t let me do anything.
Yes I still have my gym membership, but have you seen those stairs just to get inside of my gym?! I can barely get up the two steps on my front porch, two flights would kill me!! Ugh, it’s annoying. I can’t even walk my puppy, or play much with her. She’s not to the point that she’s annoyed I can’t run around with her, so she throws her toy and expects me to get it. Stupid brat, thank goodness it’s a yucky day outside today so she’ll sleep all day.
Oh and cabin fever? Yeah I have it. -_- It’s to the point that I have ‘night sickness.’ I get nauseous, clammy, I get the sweats and a really bad headache. Yesterday it got to the point I couldn’t stop getting sick. It was fucking weak. Steven claims it’s the stress of being locked inside. I still haven’t gotten my brace because I can’t find a stupid pharmacy that’ll accept my insurance. Last night I tried calling the number on the back of my insurance card, and for some reason it said it was a debt collector, why would I call a debt collector? This morning I called again and I got the right response, but I hung up and said I would do it later….I guess I waited too long because the number is being douchey again.
I have to go in for an MRI as soon as I make the appointment, the doctor thinks I tore my ligament and not just stretched it like in most cases. After a whole fucking week the swelling has gone down, but I can still feel fluid under my skin, it’s so gross. If I walk on it too much it swells up a bit. My doctor asked if I had any tingling, burning or numbness, I told him I had quite a bit of tingling. After a couple days I started to notice some numbness, Steven suggested it’s probably the hypochondriac in me….no…no it’s not.
My ankle keeps giving way too, it’s the most painful and disgusting feeling ever. Ugh.
I swear I’ve gained about 10 pounds sitting on my butt for a week and a half, not to mention because I couldn’t make dinner, Steven got nothing but fast food…I know I have had to gain weight. Grr, my favourite jeans ripped today too, it was the most awful feeling throwing them away. :’(
The only good thing that has come of today is the fact that I got two of my auction wins in the mail :D And I won Steven something today as well :)
Monday is Steven and mine’s two year anniversary of our first date, it’s not really that big of a deal to me, but we did make small plans for us to go get ice cream at the place he took me after prom :) Which would’ve been super cute and all but he has things to pay off this week and because of the heat gas prices are going up. So it be better for us not to drive all the way out there, instead we’re seeing African Cats xD He originally didn’t want to take me to see it because 1. He didn’t want to sit in the front (stairs are my enemy!) and 2. He hated how much I squeed and eeped at the trailer, he doesn’t want me to embarrass him with my cries of joy. xD Oh well, he can suck it.
I’ve been working hard on my alter book, but now I kinda think I regret doing every page, oh well. There’s lots of half naked girls in it, lol. Sadly being off Ritalin for two days has messed me up more than I thought it would. Ha, I’m just so happy my therapist dropped my prescriptions off at my pharmacy instead of making me go to the doctor whose building has no elevator!!! Grrr.
Speaking of my altered book, I think I’ll be putting a few pictures up today or later on the week. It’s not the best, so don’t expect something extravagant.
Day 17: Edgy Eyeliner Look
If you know me, you know how much I hate black winged eyeliner. GAHHHH. But I lost my good smudge brush so I couldn’t do what I wanted. So blah.
Day 16: Makeup that shows off your eye color
To be honest, and I’m not trying to brag, I’m not sure what color my eyes are considered so I wasn’t sure how to go about this one. I did my best.
Day 15: Sexy Smokey Eye Look
I don’t know how to be sexy -_-
Day 14: Any look with lots (and I mean LOTS) of mascara
I didn’t even cheat with false lashes :) There’s a few pictures of my new hair cut and Steven decided to put that in my face xD
Day 13: Make up that makes you look like the opposite sex
Day 12: Makeup inspired by a Disney princess
As of 2009 the Disney Princess line up is Snow White, Cinderella, Princess Aurora, Ariel, Belle, Princess Jasmine, Pocahontas, Mulan and Tiana.
Snow White, Cinderella Princess Aurora, Ariel and Belle were way too easy was too easy. Mulan isn’t even a real Princess. I’ve already have done a Princess Jasmine inspired look and I never seen The Princess and the Frog….Plus Pocahontas was always my favourite. She was a free spirit and always thought of her people. The colors I chose were more based upon the leaves that were drifting about the whole movie. I haven’t seen it in a while but I think it was her mothers spirit following her, or something? Whatever it was it was part of her, and I like it so blah.